Thursday, October 17, 2013

My Biggest Fear

My biggest fear in life is not succeeding or not being good enough. I never want to disappoint anyone and to hear anyone say that they are disappointed to me just instantly destroys me. My parents have said it to me a few times and I had no words to say back. Hearing the words crush me and I never know what to do from there. I hate letting people down and failing. I work as hard as I can to please people and be the best person that I can be and it always scares me that I can't do it and that I will somehow fail. My parents are my motivators in life and I always want to make them proud with everything I do, whether it's in sports, school, or anything in general. I never want to make them mad or disappointed in me. And it's not just my parents, it's my coaches, little brother, grandparents, teachers, etc. I feel like I am capable to do certain things and I don't want to fail and make anyone less proud of me. That's just one thing that I am afraid of and that is always on my mind.

1 comment:

  1. It is great that you think of other people and ensure that you do not disappoint them. Just make sure that you don't rely too much on others to the expense of yourself.

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